Today is the first day I work for my semester break. this work can be counted my first job I work during short term break... usually I don't work for one or two month break... haiz...how time change.... last time work in starbucks, although not really happy but time flies there.... after a while break time and after break time do a few work and it's time to go back... now i work as a sales promoter and the time STUCK..... i've been wondering weather did my watch really alright or already spoill... cause the time dont seems to even moves... after what it seems like century or should i say a new milanium( sorry dont know how to spell) only break time.... haiz.. and to think i got to stuck there for around 1 month plus.... HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ......... GOD.. please help me out... make the time past faster than usual.. i dont mind going back sabah and start a new semester....
one more thing i know today is quite unexpected... even i also dont realise it... my manager or supervisor ( any post you give la ) the end of it is the person i report to wan la say i look very confidence during my interview times and that is why she hire me.... and do you know what i'm thinking at that time of the interview...... I was thinking .... haiya i just go for fun nia... just go so mom wont nag eventhough i sit at home cause already try the interview but fail but what i got is the opposite... should i be happy about it.... on one hand the salary can be my extra pocket money and comes in handy when i go back sabah but on the other hand I DON"T PLAN AND WANT TO WORK.... i'm back penang to enjoy my life here.... haiz....i look confidence when i doing things that i dont really want... is it real... friends please look out how i look when i say things or how my reaction when i face something i dont want.... hahaha ... then give me a comment about it.... hahahaha... you know ar... when he tell me this... You look confidence when i interview you at that time and i want you to look that confidence... My heart silently say... this is because i came for the interview just for the sake of coming to the interview and partly plan to destroy the chances you hire me...... Look like next time i got to sit infront of a mirror or video the whole process to see how i look when i do things that i not really want.... in addition i will also know how i look like when i feel confidence... cause i also dont know how i look like when i'm confidence... i just know i feel confident when i talk about the things i master.. that is... asking the question of why....haahahahahahaha....... tomorrow still got to face unmoving hour... oh god .. please help me...
Theng
21/5/09
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