Awaiting for answer in all aspect

it really been a long long long time since i update this blog. all the while as time pass by there have been things coming and going and come back again. as i sitting down here updating my blog, i guess i have done every part that i have to do and now is the time i waiting for the answer for majority aspect in my life. as i pass the time, i feel that my life is getting more and more complicated with more and more decision to make,opportunity to take or just leave it as it is, and so on but its all part of growing up and ya... i do grow with time... though there still are some stubbornness in me but i do grow.... awaiting awaiting and awaiting for an answer, a future perhaps but most importantly, i more or less prepared myself for the answer whether good or bad, i guess i have some preparation in me d.