I dont know why but i feel a sense of calm when i came back penang for this semester. i still remember last semester i come back with a heavy heart and if possible i wish the semester didnt end that fast but this semester i somesort hope and wait for the time where i can go out from Sabah. it seems like i wish to find some place outside then sabah for me to really deal and settle with my own confused thought... so this holiday is a long awaiting ones... i can still remember my feeling when i was inside the plane just momment before it takes off.... as soon as it takes off, my heart was calm and very happy.. no more heavy heart.... but on that flight i cant sleep well as i planned cause i already sleep the night before... anyway i was glad i was on the plane..... hahahahahahaha...... coming back to penang, after settle down all my things , i go back to my house which is quite late in the afternoon already, i started to realise how great home is.... how comfortable my bed is and many more..... shortly, i was very happy i can finally came back and have a time of my own to sort down a few important things in my life.... hopefully i will successfully settle all my things before semester start... one last things is i was extremely happy to come back penang this time... maybe is because i wanna escape something and i know majority of my friends would tell me to face it rather then escape but when yo know very well you cant cope with that, sometime just get away from it is the best solution.... hahahahaha.. ok la...write till here for now...
theng....
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Summary of sem 3.
Sitting in my hostel study table, looking out of the window, seeing the rain drops and some university scenery make me think back all the things and experience I have gone through for this semester. Well this semester couldn’t count as one that are smooth sailing but it do bring memories.
I still remember last semester I go back Penang with a heavy heart because I got a great time in semester 2. I miss every moment in Sabah. In Penang, I also met some not so good experience that really wake me up from my little innocence world. It was like a sudden slap that brings me to adulthood telling me that I got to learn more to survive in the outside world. The world also proves to me that things and how frightening people can be is what you can never learn in books. So learned to be smart and a bit cunning if you do want to survive. I guess that is something I’ll never master as long as I see the world in my own perspective. I view the good of people and I truly believe people are not that bad but the world and surrounding keep on prove to me that the world is just the opposite of what I think it is. I guess I can’t keep my perspective for long unless the world shows me that it is.
Well, can say that I was glad coming back to Sabah to start my sem 3 because it was like an escape of the scared feeling I have in Penang. I feel that I was free in Sabah, not so much worries and definitely the feeling of scared is gone. This semester is a semester I learned the most things. I guess Sue sure will agree cause I have loaded her with quite a lot of my problem that is according to her I face this type of things cause I think too much. This semester have a great starting, we rent a motor, going out and touring around Sabah finding nice chinesse food, find pork and many more. These are moment that will stay in my mind cause other than we tried out great food, it also strengthen the friendship I have here. There are also some trips here and there like trips to Sabah island, kundasang and Sandakan. I really enjoy all these trips cause from it I not only tour Sabah, I can sense the care of friends towards me.
Life is not a smooth sail and it was during storm that can prove a person is a good captain. Other than bunch of great memories, I also learned a lot of things. I guess I learned it from not so good experience. I learned that trust is something hard to earn but easy to be broken, human are unique creature so don’t think we truly understand them and many-many more. I guess the challenge I got to face during this semester is also getting more and more tough. Again and again things that I scared to do and take action happened to me and whether I want or not I got to face it and deal with it. I guess slowly and step by step I started to walk inside a complex world called adulthood even though most of my friend already in it.
It was definitely a semester of memories. The good, the bad, the scary, the confused and many more. I hope this coming semester break where I go back penang things will be smooth and see ya sabah in the year of 2010. I hope net semester would at least be not rough sail for me….
Theng..
I still remember last semester I go back Penang with a heavy heart because I got a great time in semester 2. I miss every moment in Sabah. In Penang, I also met some not so good experience that really wake me up from my little innocence world. It was like a sudden slap that brings me to adulthood telling me that I got to learn more to survive in the outside world. The world also proves to me that things and how frightening people can be is what you can never learn in books. So learned to be smart and a bit cunning if you do want to survive. I guess that is something I’ll never master as long as I see the world in my own perspective. I view the good of people and I truly believe people are not that bad but the world and surrounding keep on prove to me that the world is just the opposite of what I think it is. I guess I can’t keep my perspective for long unless the world shows me that it is.
Well, can say that I was glad coming back to Sabah to start my sem 3 because it was like an escape of the scared feeling I have in Penang. I feel that I was free in Sabah, not so much worries and definitely the feeling of scared is gone. This semester is a semester I learned the most things. I guess Sue sure will agree cause I have loaded her with quite a lot of my problem that is according to her I face this type of things cause I think too much. This semester have a great starting, we rent a motor, going out and touring around Sabah finding nice chinesse food, find pork and many more. These are moment that will stay in my mind cause other than we tried out great food, it also strengthen the friendship I have here. There are also some trips here and there like trips to Sabah island, kundasang and Sandakan. I really enjoy all these trips cause from it I not only tour Sabah, I can sense the care of friends towards me.
Life is not a smooth sail and it was during storm that can prove a person is a good captain. Other than bunch of great memories, I also learned a lot of things. I guess I learned it from not so good experience. I learned that trust is something hard to earn but easy to be broken, human are unique creature so don’t think we truly understand them and many-many more. I guess the challenge I got to face during this semester is also getting more and more tough. Again and again things that I scared to do and take action happened to me and whether I want or not I got to face it and deal with it. I guess slowly and step by step I started to walk inside a complex world called adulthood even though most of my friend already in it.
It was definitely a semester of memories. The good, the bad, the scary, the confused and many more. I hope this coming semester break where I go back penang things will be smooth and see ya sabah in the year of 2010. I hope net semester would at least be not rough sail for me….
Theng..
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