Sitting in my hostel study table, looking out of the window, seeing the rain drops and some university scenery make me think back all the things and experience I have gone through for this semester. Well this semester couldn’t count as one that are smooth sailing but it do bring memories.
I still remember last semester I go back Penang with a heavy heart because I got a great time in semester 2. I miss every moment in Sabah. In Penang, I also met some not so good experience that really wake me up from my little innocence world. It was like a sudden slap that brings me to adulthood telling me that I got to learn more to survive in the outside world. The world also proves to me that things and how frightening people can be is what you can never learn in books. So learned to be smart and a bit cunning if you do want to survive. I guess that is something I’ll never master as long as I see the world in my own perspective. I view the good of people and I truly believe people are not that bad but the world and surrounding keep on prove to me that the world is just the opposite of what I think it is. I guess I can’t keep my perspective for long unless the world shows me that it is.
Well, can say that I was glad coming back to Sabah to start my sem 3 because it was like an escape of the scared feeling I have in Penang. I feel that I was free in Sabah, not so much worries and definitely the feeling of scared is gone. This semester is a semester I learned the most things. I guess Sue sure will agree cause I have loaded her with quite a lot of my problem that is according to her I face this type of things cause I think too much. This semester have a great starting, we rent a motor, going out and touring around Sabah finding nice chinesse food, find pork and many more. These are moment that will stay in my mind cause other than we tried out great food, it also strengthen the friendship I have here. There are also some trips here and there like trips to Sabah island, kundasang and Sandakan. I really enjoy all these trips cause from it I not only tour Sabah, I can sense the care of friends towards me.
Life is not a smooth sail and it was during storm that can prove a person is a good captain. Other than bunch of great memories, I also learned a lot of things. I guess I learned it from not so good experience. I learned that trust is something hard to earn but easy to be broken, human are unique creature so don’t think we truly understand them and many-many more. I guess the challenge I got to face during this semester is also getting more and more tough. Again and again things that I scared to do and take action happened to me and whether I want or not I got to face it and deal with it. I guess slowly and step by step I started to walk inside a complex world called adulthood even though most of my friend already in it.
It was definitely a semester of memories. The good, the bad, the scary, the confused and many more. I hope this coming semester break where I go back penang things will be smooth and see ya sabah in the year of 2010. I hope net semester would at least be not rough sail for me….
Theng..
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