this semester break in penang was a fun wan at least till this moment. cant denied there are some thing that not so pleasant happened but overall its a nice wan.. have an outing with sue lin they all, bring one of my sabah friend walk around penang. although there are many place more that i can bring her go visit but serious speaking i'm having fun exploring penang road with her....
this semester break i also feel i'm getting more rapat with soon ying. it's feel like 5 years ago when i was in f4 and f5 where we both will have endless chat after tuition, eat together and having fun together... as time past in between where each busy with each life, this semester break really strengthen our friendship.... having great fun chatting with her, gossiping around and definitely commenting someone and something.. hahahahhahahahha... endless fun.... we also have kerang feast where both of us finish nearly 2kg kerang by ourself and making tang yuan... well our tang yuan was as big as fish ball. hahahahahhaahaha... full on first serving and only the greatest will ask for third serving but till now no one... hahahahhahahahhaha... and also maple tips.... hahahahhahahahaha..... memorable....
Monday, June 21, 2010
Daddy day post...
as usual a post to daddys especially mine on father day... well daddy i make you a poem. this poem i writo sometime back when i was in sabah while waiting for another class to start...
Feelings..
Words are hard to be say,
feelings are even harder to be expressed,
of how i feel towards you,
deep down in my heart.
So wish do I
tightly hug you in my embraces,
to listen to your heart beat,
to smell the fragrance of your body.
but these are the things that i can never done,
i do love you deep down in my heart,
but the courage to hug and say i love you,
is something i can hardly do.
i will always remember ,
of the time when you proclaim to the world,
how much you love me,
how important I am to you.
For it's that moment,
i feel being love,
I feel being taken care of,
by a hero and that you.
Always in my mind,
times when i'm small.
how you hold my hand,
how you teach me math.
never once you feel tired,
never once you loose your temper,
even though you explain the same thing
and i still make same mistake
you choose to teach,
with patient and love
you choose to educate
with self as a role model.
from you i learn,
anger can't solve problem,
quiet is the best solution
and silence is for the strong.
time past fast,
but doesn't erased the love i have towards you,
for it deepened as days past by,
and i love you more and more with time that past.
forever you'll be,
the hero in my life,
as i forever will be
the little angel of your heart.
Feelings..
Words are hard to be say,
feelings are even harder to be expressed,
of how i feel towards you,
deep down in my heart.
So wish do I
tightly hug you in my embraces,
to listen to your heart beat,
to smell the fragrance of your body.
but these are the things that i can never done,
i do love you deep down in my heart,
but the courage to hug and say i love you,
is something i can hardly do.
i will always remember ,
of the time when you proclaim to the world,
how much you love me,
how important I am to you.
For it's that moment,
i feel being love,
I feel being taken care of,
by a hero and that you.
Always in my mind,
times when i'm small.
how you hold my hand,
how you teach me math.
never once you feel tired,
never once you loose your temper,
even though you explain the same thing
and i still make same mistake
you choose to teach,
with patient and love
you choose to educate
with self as a role model.
from you i learn,
anger can't solve problem,
quiet is the best solution
and silence is for the strong.
time past fast,
but doesn't erased the love i have towards you,
for it deepened as days past by,
and i love you more and more with time that past.
forever you'll be,
the hero in my life,
as i forever will be
the little angel of your heart.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
something i really wish to change.
there are many time i face lots of problem because i unable to take a stand.... how to support a particular party when you truly understand how and why each party have their own point..... sometime i really hate myself for this... why feel so much... choose one party and fight till the end.. aren't its good... why wanna be the middle person.... but i knew very well i cant... haiz... how to deal with this thing....
second thing , something i dont like about myself is why i usually dont have the courage to say out my mind.... and think lead to me unable to be true to myself.... truly envy some of my friend that can stand up for their friends and love ones... why i cant do it.. did i really wanted so much to be in people good book.... did I....
third thing is when will i learn to be more responsible.... haiz.. i also don't understand why its so hard for some of my friend to believe in my ability.... when i say i will it means that i will.... why question when you want to find me.... haiz... i found out that actually i mind.. infarct i too mind how people view and say about me.. every question of doubt that you throw out will lead to two ending.. one is i getting nervous and start to doubt my own capabilities, second thing is i do more things you say its wrong just to prove you wrong will definitely earn me another good title of being stuborn...
after all that i say.. is it really my problem... i have try to change.. but change back to usual self real soon..... is my nature really that week..... getting tired of being label stubborn, indecisive and all sort of title i get..... sometime i just wish i find more people that understand me.... someone who i dont need to explain things and she know its not me, someone who wont be afraid and question on my ability to bring them from one place to one place.... haiz.... after all problem still lies in me..... too mind for other feeling and i will see for myself how this feeling kill me in no time....
second thing , something i dont like about myself is why i usually dont have the courage to say out my mind.... and think lead to me unable to be true to myself.... truly envy some of my friend that can stand up for their friends and love ones... why i cant do it.. did i really wanted so much to be in people good book.... did I....
third thing is when will i learn to be more responsible.... haiz.. i also don't understand why its so hard for some of my friend to believe in my ability.... when i say i will it means that i will.... why question when you want to find me.... haiz... i found out that actually i mind.. infarct i too mind how people view and say about me.. every question of doubt that you throw out will lead to two ending.. one is i getting nervous and start to doubt my own capabilities, second thing is i do more things you say its wrong just to prove you wrong will definitely earn me another good title of being stuborn...
after all that i say.. is it really my problem... i have try to change.. but change back to usual self real soon..... is my nature really that week..... getting tired of being label stubborn, indecisive and all sort of title i get..... sometime i just wish i find more people that understand me.... someone who i dont need to explain things and she know its not me, someone who wont be afraid and question on my ability to bring them from one place to one place.... haiz.... after all problem still lies in me..... too mind for other feeling and i will see for myself how this feeling kill me in no time....
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