A Chapter To Close

A wrong words that being say,
A wrong action that have been done,
Made a lot of differences,
And also is a path that have no turning back

for the words that have been said,
whether with or without intention,
has create a full stop
and prevented us to move forward together.

along the way,
many apologies that have been made,
does not ease away the pain that has been cause,
and it made the hurt hurts and the sorry sorrier.

many things that self thought,
would work out fine,
silence perhaps can calm both of us down,
but i guess i was wrong all the while.

silence made the distance grow further,
perhaps it hurt you more,
but, i really dont know what should i do,
other than sorry, its still a sorry.

maybe my desperation of asking you for forgiveness,
indirectly hurt you more,
but i really dont know what should i do,
for i am too scared to face the confrontation again.

for the last time,
i made an apologies to you,
sorry for everything that i have cause,
and sorry is what i can tell you.

i get what you mean,
i know what you want now,
i know what should i do,
and i fully know all these is cause of self action.

i will slowly walk out from your life,
slowly made everything back to the point,
the point where i am a nobody
in your life.

it hurt me,
but i think i deserve it,
if that is the best for you,
that is the thing that i will be doing.

its time,
no way else to mend it,
with a guilty and broken heart,
i walk out,
i close this chapter of my life.


theng,
5/12/2011
12.59am