Feelings....

hard and weird is the words,
to describe the feelings that i have,
it must be sounded weird,
for why i don't feel the happiness in owning something i plan.

it really weird,
why and how i choose to ignore it,
for a normal people,
will sure choose to take time to explore it.

it didn't come with the happiness i expect,
it's just the same with the first,
guess love will grow with time,
and time will let it grow.

many things that i wish to express,
no save way for me to do it,
no place for me to safely express it,
guess safest place is in heart and brain.